tylerhateslife
mental health. EP
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mental health.’ Lyrics:
I think about killing myself of the daily
Everyone loves, but I feel like they hate me
I can’t explain, the way that I feel
So everyone feels like I hate them, I hate me
Blaming myself for all of this hell
Mama would tell name I need to get help
But she isn’t here, cuz she followed through
I guess that explains my mental health
Help, I’ve been through hell
I used to fantasize about being like everyone else
But satan took my mom away, my other mom just bailed
I haven’t seen my sister since my dad’s locked in a jail inside his own mind
I sit alone at night and cry in my studio
Begging God please, just tell me why
The only one that really cares is my wife
Don’t get me wrong she’s all I need
But even she has a family
Who am I supposed to talk to?
When I got questions about being a father nobody responds to
I’m tired of learning on my own
I just want my kids to grow up in a happy home
They’re happier when daddy’s home
But they would rather see me workin’ from 9 to 5
You can’t afford a sacrifice
Just give up all your dreams and drive
But tell your kids they can fly
And wonder why we always fight
And why I’m at an all time low
I guess that explains my mental health
Help, I’ve been through hell
These voices telling me I’ll never make it outta my cell
I used to walk the hallways and I talked to myself
Now I got people always trying to tell me they’re proud
I don’t believe you
I’ve never seen you, I’ll never please you
Never need you, so please relieve you
I’m pleased to leave you here’s a review
Your heart is see through, it’s hard to see through
I’m beneath you, then let me be dude
I need some peace to breathe
Cuz everybody’s counting on me
And sometimes I just can’t sleep
My mind’s got me on my knees
I never thought my life would come to this
I know that Jesus made me for a purpose
But I feel I might succumb to this pressure in my head
You’re better off dead
I’m a mess with success if you’ve got no one to share it with